"forgive and forget." who doesn't know this quotable quote? well..it has been adopted by some kind-hearted spirits. but i still believe that..yeah, it's easy to forgive..but it's NOT THAT EASY TO FORGET. that's the sad reality. haizzt..
it really hurts when the person you treated as best friend betrayed you. imagine the 2 tight years that you've spent together. yep, i still have another best friend, but then, nothing beats her company. i enjoy every moment we're together, knowing that we both understand each other. but then, all of a sudden, things fell down & were shattered just like that. life seems to be in a fast pace now. yesterday we were inseparable, then the next day we were more than enemies..private matters (not yet ready to share them..^_^). all the 2 years that had passed---good & not-so-good memories---was broken into pieces. i was angry, betrayed, & mad at that time..but i was also in deep agony because the person i treated as my best friend did that to me. i couldn't believe it.
but then, just this morning, everything seemed to be quite different. the then-feuding buds are now friends again. well..she came up to me & apologized. i obliged. but forget that fast?! na-ah..
ok she's already forgiven, but i can't forget what she did easily. for a best friend who's hurt..it's not that easy. i am a very sensitive person, and i don't get mad easily (tampo..yes), but once i get angry, i really burst. haizzt..life. anyway, might as well not bother myself w/ those things. i don't want to get wrinkles at this young age. (just making myself a bit lighter ^_^) ok..jane-y now signing out!
it really hurts when the person you treated as best friend betrayed you. imagine the 2 tight years that you've spent together. yep, i still have another best friend, but then, nothing beats her company. i enjoy every moment we're together, knowing that we both understand each other. but then, all of a sudden, things fell down & were shattered just like that. life seems to be in a fast pace now. yesterday we were inseparable, then the next day we were more than enemies..private matters (not yet ready to share them..^_^). all the 2 years that had passed---good & not-so-good memories---was broken into pieces. i was angry, betrayed, & mad at that time..but i was also in deep agony because the person i treated as my best friend did that to me. i couldn't believe it.
but then, just this morning, everything seemed to be quite different. the then-feuding buds are now friends again. well..she came up to me & apologized. i obliged. but forget that fast?! na-ah..
ok she's already forgiven, but i can't forget what she did easily. for a best friend who's hurt..it's not that easy. i am a very sensitive person, and i don't get mad easily (tampo..yes), but once i get angry, i really burst. haizzt..life. anyway, might as well not bother myself w/ those things. i don't want to get wrinkles at this young age. (just making myself a bit lighter ^_^) ok..jane-y now signing out!
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